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Rant - 05/29/07
sansak nyebelin!!!
dasar sansak! nyebelin banget, sok tau, sok pinter. So what kalo nilai dia A semua, dan aku nyaris ngak ada A? grades is not everything. So what kalo dia lebih biasa nyetir? so what kalo aku belom berani naik tol? Orang emang ngak butuh kok. So what kalo aku ngak ngerti networking. Emang itu bukan major aku kok. Dia sendirinya begitu kesebut programing udah langsung ngumpet! Manggil aku anak kecil lagi... padahal aku dari dulu paling sebel dibilang anak kecil. DASAR! nyebelin! Apa sih maunya tuh orang. Pantesan aja belom punya ce sampe sekarang. Sikap-nya aja kaya gitu. Kesian deh sama ce yg jadi ce- nya. ck..ck..ck.. bikin gua repot tiap hari, minjem mobil mulu. Gua mau lunch aja susah. Cerewet! komentar mulu. Gua musti gini lah, musti gitu lah, emang dia kira dia siapa? Gua nyetir terlalu maju lah, gua musti gini lah musti gitu lah, gaming = useless waste of time lah... apa bedanya sama orang maraton nonton serial TV? sama aja, useless waste of time. But hey, we all need recreation kan? emang orang idup musti kerja terus? enak aja... work hard, play harder! Gosh... itu orang bener2 deh... pake komentar aku ngak ada imagination lagi... hey I'm a self proclaimed dreamer. Ngak punya imagination? yeah right... dia-nya sendiri tuh yg kayaknya terlalu realist. Terlalu negatif... demen bgt deh bikin gua minder >_> Laptop gua kemahalan, yeah... right... bisa apa dia nemu laptop se cute Alty, dengan size dan berat sekitar segitu-an dengan dedicated video card? dengan harga di bawah 1000? /pif gua juga udah shop around, can't find anything else. Dia mah ngomong gampang. Dia bukan gamer, mana ngerti system requirement, graphic card requirement-nya game2 sekarang. $500-an yeah... rite. I'd like to see him try. 03/27/07 - Let destiny takes it's course
I'm moving soon...
time is almost running out for my visa application, and it's still going nowhere... good thing is... I don't really mind going home. I love the freedom I have here... but I also miss my family. So I'm fine with both. Since half of me wants to go home, and the other half wants to stay anyways So... about my new apartments... I'm kinda taking risk here... but so far it looks nice, and I'm really running out of time. I have to be out of here by 31st of march and I still don't have a place to go up till the 26th. So a decision have to be made ASAP. Oh well... I hope it all works well. I'm taking this friday off from work, for moving purposes... in reality, I really don't think that it is neccesary. But... extra time is better than not enough right? The only thing that makes me unsure is the so called "opportunity cost" of taking the day off. Since I got paid by the hour that is. So if I take the day off, that means I'm not getting paid for that day... *sigh* Maybe... I'll split it in half and take half day off... XD We all know I am NOT productive at all in the morning anyways  so... yeah... dunno what else to talk about... 03/05/07 Update
Alty HDD is dying...
 but... other than that, all is well. Sorry that I haven't update for such a looong time. Things has been hectic, and... I forget my password So yeah been 2 month since I start working, it went better than I expected kinda. A bit boring though, but I guess I'm getting more and more used to having to sit there 5 days a week, 8hr per day. What else... ah right, I start driving  It was fun ^^ Kinda nervous at first. (very nervous actually) But hey, at least there are no motorcycles here! XD 01/22/07
>_> <_< >_> >_<
Such a busy day at work today... why does everyone kept piling work at my desk... 01/11/07
So... I started working 2 weeks ago. However... due to my stupidity of putting 1st February as my OPT start date, I can't officially "work" yet. So... here I am doing "interenship" again.
Kinda tiring though, I guess my body isn't used to working 8:30 to 5:00 yet  Always feel kinda tired once I got home. Although honestly, work isn't too busy yet. But the good thing is this time, I actually have a job to do. Unlike last time, where I just randomly doing stuff for random people. I'm learning a lot here  My "boss" (dunno how I should refer her... technically I'm her assistant I guess) told me repeadedly today that I'm doing really well. So I'm happy She said she initially thought that I will be slacking off, since I didn't get paid yet. But hey... a job is a job right? paid or not, it is my responsibility to do it. new wallpaper
a friend ask me to make him a new wallpaper, so... here goes
 tell me if you like it, so I can sent it to you. I have several version of this, but this is the one I like best. Size is 1280 x 800 if anyone is wondering. And yeah it's for widescreen. btw, anyone know which of the following is a better digicam? 1. olympus stylus 750 2. Cyber-shot® DSC-T10 3. panasonic lumix DMC-TZ1K 4. kodak v610 A new begining
Today hopefully marked the and of a chapter of mylife, and the begining of a new one.
Finish my last final today. Somewhat sad, talked to 2 of my good friends, and although I'm not that close with them, I still feels sad about not seeing them again, maybe ever. One of them also told me how much I helped her, and want to give me something for it. Personally I don't think I help her that much. She has helped me a lot too. "And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day" Also, I tried making chocolate dipped banana yesterday.  not too bad for first try I'd say ^^ 12/12/2006 - Almost over you
You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin' come easy but it tore me apart Finals week... last step *sigh* soo much in my mind, if only most of it was about my exam... Timing really does matter. One thing that is ordinary can be devasting if the timing is right (or wrong). But whatever =p all is done now, and is all for the best of me, so yay! at the end everything will be but a memory anyhow. One day I will look back and laugh it off. But I want him to one day look back and really really regret his decision *evil laugh* And talking about timing... someone just take the absolute worst time to start being nice to me... sigh... a semester or a year earlier would've been nice =p btw... does anyone read this blog at all? roll call time =p go comment!!!  Graduation Ceremony
Attended graduation ceremony today
dunno why, but I'm somewhat nervous...  and now... to prepare for my finals and actually graduates... Conclusions?
This:
 Can't believe how hard it is to make anything decent in paint. vs: Photoshop goodness   Take your pick =p btw... Rose(pink) - Perfect happiness; please believe me... yeah... rite... and this:  and, you know... you're right. You are a heartless bastard. Thanks for leaving so soon =p Courage
終於作了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理
只要你也一樣的肯定 我願意天涯海角都隨你去 我知道一切不容易 我的心一直溫習說服自己 最怕你忽然說要放棄 愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義 我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心 如果我的堅強任性 會不小心傷害了你 你能不能溫柔提醒 我雖然心太急 更害怕錯過你 This song rings oh so very true right now. 愛真的需要勇氣, 去相信會在一起 我知道一切不容易 Picture time
 My campus in fall. This is watson library, the biggest (and messiest?) library on campus.  yummy You as a Friend
這個世界太多理由
不會少我一個人說 已經習慣 保持沉默 抱歉冷落你的耳朵 微笑並不代表接受 沉默並不代表冷漠 當你飛越我的領空 你是否能看懂這樣的我 每個人溫柔的方式不同 有的像陣風有的像把火 有的都放在心中 每個人承諾的方式不同 多想沒有錯 多說沒有用 不如做了再說 只要心裡當你是個朋友 上山下海 絕對二話不說 如果偶爾跟 你失去聯絡 我尊重你寂寞的自由 因為心裡當你是個朋友 總是認定不說 你也會懂你 有你的我 有我的節奏 真心就有相處的把握 每個人溫柔的方式不同 有的像陣風有的像把火有的都放在心中 每個人承諾的方式不同 多想沒有錯 多說沒有用 不如做了再說 只要心裡當你是個朋友 上山下海絕對二話不說 如果偶爾跟你失去聯絡 我尊重你寂寞的自由 因為心裡當你是個朋友 總是認定不說你也會慣 你有你的 我有我的節奏 真心就有相處的把握 只要心裡當你是個朋友 上山下海絕對二話不說 如果偶爾跟你失去聯絡我 尊重你寂寞的自由 因為心裡當你是個朋友 總是認定不說你也會懂 你有你的我有我的節奏 真心就有相處的把握  this song... soo true...25 November 2006
It is weird how sometimes listening to an old song brings up a slew of memories. I was listening to olf F4 songs, and are reminded of my best friend in highschool.
I know she wasn't reading this blog, but yeah... thanks for everything, mon The song is "Ti yi shi jian" it's basicly saying that no matter how far apart in daily lives your friends have been, they will rush up to your side if you need them. 4 November 2006
The Eternal Flame (God Wrote in LISP)
Parody of the song "God Lives on Terra" by Julia Ecklar Vocal: Julia Ecklar Written by: Bob Kanefsky I was taught assembler in my second year of school. It's kinda like construction work -- with a toothpick for a tool. So when I made my senior year, I threw my code away, And learned the way to program that I still prefer today. Now, some folks on the Internet put their faith in C++. They swear that it's so powerful, it's what God used for us. And maybe it lets mortals dredge their objects from the C. But I think that explains why only God can make a tree. For God wrote in Lisp code When he filled the leaves with green. The fractal flowers and recursive roots: The most lovely hack I've seen. And when I ponder snowflakes, never finding two the same, I know God likes a language with its own four-letter name. Now, I've used a SUN under Unix, so I've seen what C can hold. I've surfed for Perls, found what Fortran's for, Got that Java stuff down cold. Though the chance that I'd write COBOL code is a SNOBOL's chance in Hell. And I basically hate hieroglyphs, so I won't use APL. Now, God must know all these languages, and a few I haven't named. But the Lord made sure, when each sparrow falls, that its flesh will be reclaimed. And the Lord could not count grains of sand with a 32-bit word. Who knows where we would go to if Lisp weren't what he preferred? And God wrote in Lisp code Every creature great and small. Don't search the disk drive for man.c, When the listing's on the wall. And when I watch the lightning Burn unbelievers to a crisp, I know God had six days to work, So he wrote it all in Lisp. Yes, God had a deadline. So he wrote it all in Lisp. ------------------------------------------------ Yes yes lisp (well... scheme) >> c or c++ ok... so I never code in lisp ^^; but hey, scheme is a dialect of lisp, and is my programing language of choice, so... 23 October 2006
*sigh* I felt really bad about myself right now. I'm such a fool sometimes. Why is it just so hard to say no at times. 21 October
Sooo much to do, so not wanting to do it
Class are getting busier, with more assignments and I'm already far behind schedule kinda. But it's soo hard to get myself to start doing it, plus I'm a bit clueless on how to do it What to do... what to do... would someone please do my assignments for me? sweet sweet please? 19 October 2006
Hm... added cutenews to the site, so people can leave comments. Not that anyone knows this blog exist =p
It's getting colder here in Kansas  and I hate it >_< 18 October 2006
Some people already know that I got myself a nintendo DS lite the other day. (and yeah, it's pink... it's the only color available --; )
anyways, I really think that nintendogs deserve all the credits people are giving them. It's simple in a way, but it is done seriously. The graphic is adorable, and quite realistic, and they got the "puppy dog eyes" part nicely done XD The puppy's movement is realistic, reminds me alot of speedy, wonder how he's doing right now... TT I missed him... Well dogs and games aside... *stare at assignments* *sigh* Can anyone explain how resolution and first order logic works to me? sweet sweet please? I'm totally clueless here. And it is due on monday... >_< And to top it off, I also have compiler construction stuff due tomorrow and guess what... I haven't started at all... I really need to stop slacking off... 16 October 2006
Weeeee a new blog XD now let's see how long this one last =p *hides*
btw, anyone knows how to change link color in firefox? those blue box around the navigation bar is ugly TT Now... let's see... what happened today... nothing much, just found out that my friend is dropping the compiler construction class, so now I'm the only girl in that class. To make things worse, there is only 9 people in that class, and the lecturer is my academic advisor. Fun fun fun... AI is also getting worse I think *sigh* Good thing I can code better now than I used to. At least that's how I feel. I'm not as clueless as before. Still a crappy programer, but at least slightly better than before XD Content Management Powered by CuteNews
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